The time is 12:34 am, AZ. time.
it has been 9 months since my mom was was told she has cancer. eavery day is faith day. beliving that she will heal, despite the cemo fucking her up.
i have no job, not that i could keep one, last job i had was nothing but panic attacks. so right now im clown for my mom, keeping her up and sunny.
The big thing is money, something i think is the real problum with her. she has always been the bread winner, i hate how much working has dranied her.
keep in mind, i know God, Jesus is totally on this thing, my fear is, if she were to go, i've got nothing.
Still i am filled with peace at the same time, so odd to hav